dedicated to another writer...unveiling me

Ahem em quite surprised dat in ma first ever blog em gonna write hw i changed my life...its sounds weird to me atleast..but em happy that em writing with new zeal n perception..although writing poems is always being a "hidden part" in me..but em happy that em finally sharing my thoughts(thats too random) here publically.Just a month ago.."Jyotika" was a girl who is although 21 yrs old but still her state f mind had never grewn...she was a kid...an emotional soul,surrounded by hell lot of problems..lemme correct myself here... there were no problems at all... it was just an illusion i was living in...hell lot of traumas in my life... i was always perplexed abt evrything that comes my way...i can feel d lacunae in my persona..i was actually irritated by myself...and looking for a change but i always failed...i always used write poems whenever i was surrounded by random thoughts...and then i met a writer like me....oops!!no nt like me he is an impressive writer....his language , his thoughts n his style is more than alluring..i write in a simple language that is quite congenial to me... i still dunno why i shared my "Hidden part" with him???..but he gave me a new path to my journey of life...i feel blessed by the almighty that i met such a humble soul in my life..he inspired me from within...he just converted me from inside out...he appreciated my simple n ordinary way of writing..he always critised my antics and i always welcomed his suggestions...he forced me to type my creations and send it to him....thats wat i actually used to hate...i used to hate typing..and now i enjoy it..he always giv 3 C's on ma poems
1.Comments
2.Criticism
3.Compliments
now since i dun hav any contacts with him but i still appreciate n thankful to him for changing my perception of life..
he always had a blind faith in me that i can do evrything that i desire and i nvr used to trust him...and now it took me long to overcome my zany thoughts but em happy that i am finally on the right point of life....i dunno where it gonna take me...but em sure that i hv come too far than i expected...em more pragmatic
more abberrant...
n to everyone's surprise...em more thoughtful n silent than ever...
i have a new vision of life..
em actually enjoying evrything....all the mishappenings and all the hurdles..the milieu in which we live is as beautiful as our thoughts its just that how we look through it...
thats actually how i "Unveil" myself...
thanks guy for giving me that push to write and having faith in me...
hope wherever you are...just stay blessed and benign..
THANKS....my Writer...this first ever Blog is dedicated to you...
Jyotika(Jiya)