Just me and My random thoughts

Hey i am back with my random thoughts again but this time no more poetry but just with a simple abstract.

well its been 5 months of being a successful graduate as an electronics engineer...Since recession struck the world , job hunt is the toughest job in d market.But luckily i got one.

managing CAT prep n Job together is not a piece of cake.

Life steadily becoming placid in all ways, moving from school to college and now from college to dis corporate boulevard...sometimes abrasive and sometimes affable....life is obscure....d latency of life is not easy to comprehend ...life doesnt gift us with fair deals and bed of roses always instead it provides us with entangled nets that decoy us.

Corporate life is an another phase of my learning process of life.I think i am learning the tactics for survive in this ground level of politics.

Well this is getting boring now.i wanna switch to something interesting and random in ma head...hummm
Well there is another exciting thing in office..preparation of annual function..

Dance, Skit and more excitingly fashion show...sounds hilarious when it comes to the devils...oopz!!! dun make guesses now em not talking about my seniors...lol:)
music. dance fun and frolic add fun to this monotony..
I hope i will keep the spark alive in me and go back to my stems n enjoy the flow...
will come back soon...
njoy readers!!

sIlenCe....

SILENCE
Have you ever experienced a moment in your life when you just ran out of words and went SILENT…?
Let me assist you in recalling…
The moment when you were leaving home for the first time and looked back at your parents. Parents who looked worried as their child was leaving them, and were yet happy as their child was talking the first step towards independence.
The moment when the girl/boy u like the most smiled at you, didn’t say anything and you just smiled back…
When you got better marks than you expected, those ‘numb’ moments of ecstasy n surprise…
When you are parting with your old friends, the train has just started and you are standing at the door of the wagon waving “bye-bye” with your heart beating faster & faster…
The moment after the HR manager calls you and tells, ‘U R THROUGH….CONGRATS!’
The moment when you sit alone in your room after having told everyone that you have cleared the EXAM for which you had prepared for 6 months…
You can go on remembering your SPECIAL MOMENTS…… I always wonder WHY I never said anything to myself during those moments as it was understood …HAPPINESS, JOY, PAIN…ALL feelings just flows ceaselessly in the years that passed in those FLASH MOMENTS…
Can you imagine the importance of SILENCE in the song when BRYAN ADAMS stops for a while along with music before he goes on in his husky voice PLEASE FORGIVE ME, CANT STOP LOVING YOU…
Even had those moments when you think you are tired and reach your bed after dinner only to find yourself wide awake looking at the roof silently. Those moments of self talks…the importance in our lives of those moments when we listen to our own heart….those decisions...those are the times when we make our destinies …..
So next time u go SILENT, listen to your heart….to its JOY…PAIN...ITS FEARS…ITS DESIRES…LISTEN TO THE VOICE AND ACCEPT EVERYTHING…FOR IT SAYS THAT VOICE ALONE CAN LEAD TO THE ABODE OF PEACE THAT SLEEP LACKS….PEACE THAT AWAITS YOU…..

anothEr pOEm....The Will Of sTeeL....

THE WILL OF STEEL
Take a walk through the hard streets of life,
And everything is not exactly as you see,
Read between the lines, think of those times,
Things are beyond what they really should be.

The strength of fate will bring you on your knees,
You will look up at the clouds & sky.
You will have broken up everything you have ever begun.
Be sad & depressed, but don’t cry.

In the battles of life the most deciding aspect
Is Ur courage & state of mind?
You can look in the breeze & sail in the seas,
But Ur soul will never find.

Never will u get help in Ur journey,
Something other than Ur own power of will,
You might as well quit seeking & forever weeping
Cause ever if all is best you have urself still.

Things are never as bad as they seem,
We quit & make it sound bad
See the earth from every side &
See every side of its hard soil

Fight the darkness like a beacon of light
And don’t leave ur place,
Think of urself as the only one who can win
Stare Ur troubles in the face
The battle is all urs

Defeat was never in Ur line
The moment u start to fight
Say “Victory is already mine”

Life is just a highway,
And the soul on it as a car,
Take along your will to win & drive
You will reach the end
You will reach far…VERY FAR...

CorpoRaTe boulevaRd-the reaL tRuTh...How it TraNsMuted us...

Here i am sitting in my office @ night Thinking hard about life......
How it changed from a maverick college life to strict professional life... How tiny pocket money changed to huge monthly paychecks but then why it gives less happiness.

How a few local denim jeans changed to new branded wardrobebut then why there are less people to use them

How a single plate of samosa changed to a full Pizza or burger But then why there is less hunger..

How a bike always in reserve changed to bike always on but then why there are less places to go on

How a small coffee shop changed to cafe coffee day but then why its feels like shop is far away..

How a limited prepaid card changed to postpaid package but then why there are less calls & more messages

How a general class journey changed to Flight journey But then why there are less vacations for enjoyment.

How a old assembled desktop changed to new branded laptop but then why there is less time to put it on.

How a small bunch of friends changed to office mate But then why we always feel lonely n miss those college frnz..

Here i am sitting in my office @ nightThinking hard about life How it changed.. How it changed..

mA First pOem On blOgsPoT....ShattEred

SHATTERED
I lived a dream like everyone has seen
Builded new hopes which no one can crop.

Lived by faith not by sight
For the dream, I need no vision
But it was turned out an another illusion

Now finally the night was over
With eyes , the dream got uncover
As I faced the reality
I realized that my DREAM was BROKEN
The hurdles were still left UNcrackened.

All I have is the worst pain
Everything is lost with no gain.
Life is never what we expect
No one knows what will b the Next.

Everything is seems to b so dull
Dreams, hopes all scores Null..
Happiness, expectations,hopes, dreams
Everything that I gathered
But in the end of d day , my luck failed me
And now I’m “SHATTERED”
But still my spirits are high
I’ll fly always beyond the sky
I’ll mend
a new way
a new hope
a new dream
no matter how long is the queue
‘Coz I believe DREAMS ALSO COME TRUE…

dedicated to another writer...unveiling me

Ahem em quite surprised dat in ma first ever blog em gonna write hw i changed my life...its sounds weird to me atleast..but em happy that em writing with new zeal n perception..although writing poems is always being a "hidden part" in me..but em happy that em finally sharing my thoughts(thats too random) here publically.Just a month ago.."Jyotika" was a girl who is although 21 yrs old but still her state f mind had never grewn...she was a kid...an emotional soul,surrounded by hell lot of problems..lemme correct myself here... there were no problems at all... it was just an illusion i was living in...hell lot of traumas in my life... i was always perplexed abt evrything that comes my way...i can feel d lacunae in my persona..i was actually irritated by myself...and looking for a change but i always failed...i always used write poems whenever i was surrounded by random thoughts...and then i met a writer like me....oops!!no nt like me he is an impressive writer....his language , his thoughts n his style is more than alluring..i write in a simple language that is quite congenial to me... i still dunno why i shared my "Hidden part" with him???..but he gave me a new path to my journey of life...i feel blessed by the almighty that i met such a humble soul in my life..he inspired me from within...he just converted me from inside out...he appreciated my simple n ordinary way of writing..he always critised my antics and i always welcomed his suggestions...he forced me to type my creations and send it to him....thats wat i actually used to hate...i used to hate typing..and now i enjoy it..he always giv 3 C's on ma poems
1.Comments
2.Criticism
3.Compliments
now since i dun hav any contacts with him but i still appreciate n thankful to him for changing my perception of life..
he always had a blind faith in me that i can do evrything that i desire and i nvr used to trust him...and now it took me long to overcome my zany thoughts but em happy that i am finally on the right point of life....i dunno where it gonna take me...but em sure that i hv come too far than i expected...em more pragmatic
more abberrant...
n to everyone's surprise...em more thoughtful n silent than ever...
i have a new vision of life..
em actually enjoying evrything....all the mishappenings and all the hurdles..the milieu in which we live is as beautiful as our thoughts its just that how we look through it...
thats actually how i "Unveil" myself...
thanks guy for giving me that push to write and having faith in me...
hope wherever you are...just stay blessed and benign..
THANKS....my Writer...this first ever Blog is dedicated to you...
Jyotika(Jiya)